Blog 1

                                                       Clear Dimension

                  In a word full of questions. We sometimes brainstorm in this one question, this often question is "If you're not a human what are you?". A lot of things can describe who am I but, there's something missing. It's just like, that thing can describe me but that surely not the best thing that I prefer myself into. Sometimes I answer pillow of teddy bear but, I asked myself again. Is this really the best thing, no. Then I suddenly bump in this idea that, I'm surely like the sky or the weather either.                                                                                                                                                                               

                     

" Do am I really precious just like my name?" a simple but heavy question for the little me. 15 years old, but so much trauma and challenges I have faced. A happy jolly little girl, like a sunny weather turns into a typhoon because of her pain a pain that turns into anger. Do a 15-year-old innocent girl deserves all the sufferings and pain she been through? Just like a typhoon, because of anger there's a lot of victims, people have a hard time finding why the typhoon is so angry. Weather is just like my emotions, and every clear skies is my goal and dreams in life. Just like the weather there's always a good time, and every typhoon there's always a rainbow which serves as my hope in life. Every rain that falls represents every tear I've poured.

In career matter, I want to be an accountant with businesses like: coffee shop with library, boutique, bookstore with my own published books, and especially a cat shelter. These things are my comfort hobby, plus crafting. These goals are for my family of course, because even though they are the one who ruined my mental health I still love and treasure them. In personal matter, I want to have a peaceful life; I want to travel all around the world. When it comes to love life, I personally don't imagine myself marrying a man even though my first relationship is a boy. When I was a kid, I imagined myself without a love life and spoiling my godchildren, having a cat, and helping charities. But now, I want to spend the rest of my life with the girl I'm courting now that's how I'm so sure for her. I find myself dreaming things with her on it, she saved me a lot of times.  She's the only person who I'm so real with, I'm serious to the point that I want to marry her even it cost a lot of money.  I'll marry her and we will live peacefully with our cats.

A strong independent sweet loving girl who named Precious Emerald Laurente is just like the weather, she's just being so real with her emotions. But sometimes, keeping the heavy inside her may cause a super typhoon. She's a girl full of dreams, but always doubting her worth.